Bedtime stories that turn into nightmares and hallucinations that morph into reality - the latest K-drama blockbuster 'It's Okay To Not Be Okay' brings one through a journey of healing, learning, and respect.
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The recent craze surrounding the Netflix series needs no introduction. Starring actor Kim Soo Hyun who plays a psychiatric caregiver Moon Gang Tae and actress Seo Ye Ji as a children's book author Ko Mun Young, the highly-anticipated series boasts stunning visuals right from its beginning.
Using symbolism to outline pertinent issues such as mental health issues and developmental disorders, and making references to fairy tales and children's literature, each episode leaves viewers with a puzzle that is waiting to be pieced together. While 'It's Okay To Not Be Okay' is an emotional rollercoaster for both the viewers and the characters, the darker undertones of the series make it far from being a romantic cliche.
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Aside from the protagonists' unexpected romance taking the center stage of the plot, Oh Jung Se, who plays Moon Sang Tae, Kim's older brother diagnosed with autism, is a lovable character who also highlights several topics which are left untouched in our society. Be warned - spoilers ahead! Finish up the series before you embark on this.
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Not only does 'It's Okay To Not Be Okay' tell a story that warms the hearts of readers, the original soundtrack that accompanies the series is seamlessly woven into the ups and downs of the plotline. The ending theme 'You're Cold' by HEIZE is by far the most iconic song from the show.
HEIZE - 'You're Cold'
You’re so cold and you’re so hurtful
But I wonder why, I can’t let you go
If a book’s ending was cold, I wouldn’t even read it
Who would smile while listening to a sad story?
But strangely, I keep opening you up
Page by page, I’ve fallen deeply as I read into you
At the beginning of the show, Ko Mun Young bared her cold personality as someone who acts on impulse and often uses violence to solve problems. As a children's book writer, she drew flak from parents of the children who read her books and caused mayhem at two press conferences - both situations of which Moon Sang Tae happened to find himself in.
As a psychiatric caregiver, Gang Tae had a soft spot for Mun Young since their first meeting, as she reminded him of a girl from his childhood days. In the moments where their gaze happened to meet, 'Breath' by Sam Kim enters the scene as the lovers are starstruck by each other's presence.
Sam Kim - 'Breath'
You breathe within me
With a sigh of my longing for you
It makes my heart flutter
As you breathe within me
At the end of episode five, viewers are introduced to the cursed castle which Mun Young grew up in since her childhood, together with a nostalgic flashback to when Gang Tae delivered flowers to her doorstep as a child. As they found themselves in a parallel situation years later, 'In Your Time' by AKMU's Lee Su Hyun floods the scene.
Lee Su Hyun - 'In Your Time'
After meeting you once again
I’m finding the pieces of you that have been erased
Past the painful times
I’m holding onto you
I’m still living in your time...
While Gang Tae calms Mun Young down from a nightmare of her mother haunting her in her sleep, Park Won's 'My Tale' puts an end to her misery as she sobs into the arms of Gang Tae.
Park Won - 'My Tale'
When will you know
About these rising feelings?
Every night, I read you
But I want to read you again
At certain junctures, Janet Suhh's 'In Silence' enters to fill the gaps when the Gang Tae is at a loss for how to resolve problems, especially when his brother is in a position of emotional pain which he is unable to relate with.
Janet Suhh - 'In Silence'
Will you just lay with me
There will be no fears
If you only stay with me
Bare your soul to me
Here I stand for you
Stop crying your heart
Days will come for you, for us
After being around Sang Tae, Mun Young starts to accept him for his personality flaws, despite society labeling him for being socially inept as an adult diagnosed with Autism spectrum disorder. Across the episodes, we start to see the shift in Mun Young's personality and how the brothers have shaped her into a kinder person who learns to understand emotions.
Episode 11 ends on a light-hearted note, as Sang Tae tells the story of The Ugly Duckling. Sharp-eyed viewers may draw a parallel to his personal life, however, the ending scene depicts them linking arms and walking together without anyone being left out. The scene is joined by CHEEZE's 'Little By Little'.
CHEEZE - 'Little By Little'
I wonder what’s outside In that world
Night I cried alone
Will they all be forgotten?
Even if it’s just a moment
Even if it’s a dream If I could be with you...
It is at the end of episode 12 where viewers see the most radiant smile on Mun Young's face as she posed alongside Sang Tae and Gang Tae in their family portrait. Gang Tae's tear-jerking line "I'm not too late, right?" as he walks into the photo studio dressed up in a tuxedo is then followed by YONGZOO's 'Puzzle', a light-hearted song which symbolises the temporal happiness of their reunion.
YONGZOO - 'Puzzle'
Cause you're the reasons of my life
Everything is full of you.
It filled with to overflowing
Not even one thing.
It can't be completed without you.
You're the last piece.
As the finale of episode 16 unveils itself tonight, 'It's Okay To Not Be Okay' will live on in our hearts with its spectacular OST that reminds us that emotional pain, love, and longing is all part of our journeys.
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